This is the first note that I am making of my dreams. To start with let me put down what I remember from the two dreams that I had seen today morning. I remember voices and figures in my dream telling about the Vedic lifestyle and Vedic era but I maintain a detached disposition which can be termed as against this view. I saw myself sitting in a particular position akin to some yoga asana as if to visually portray my detachment from the Vedic point of view and I was in fact naked to the core without any cloths.
In the second dream image, I see a figure slaughtering a bird with a guidance of a third person who looked like some priest. On closer look, I find the figure slaughtering the bird to be a Cock (a male bird). The slaughtering of the female bird (Hen) takes place through the long knife which has been tied on the right leg of the Cock. The Cock stood upon the Hen and then it had cut of her head. It had done this my dragging the hen through the ground and taking it into the nearby bushes and cutting off the head there. At this juncture the Hen turns out be a black crow like bird. All this is happening in the presence of the so called priest whose face I can’t see.
Now I see in the far left side of my view a river bank where more than 50 to 100 pale ghostly saints are walking down the steps of the river bank and bathing in the river in a rush so as to attend some grand ceremony in the great temple that is located near the bank of the river. I get a perception that these ghostly saints are the followers of Shiva and I find myself detached from them with a thought that I am not part of them as I am different. My thinking says that I am a Kaula and therefore I can’t be part of them.
In the final image of my dreams I see myself interacting with my sister. I ask her to repay me back the loan that I had given to her as I also needed money to buy a house and start a family. My sister reacts sharply and says that it is not possible for her to repay it as she needs the money for her house and family. She categorically says that there is no question of her giving me back the money. At this stage with a resigned outlook, I complain to my mother and say that, “see what has happened to me”. I am not even allowed to have a house or family. Now my mother utters some sentences which is definitely not part of a situation where she is consoling me. In fact she tells me to look at the whole issue from a philosophical bend of mind and she adds that I should wait for my time.
The above has been the actual narration of four dreams images that I had seen today morning in two dreams. After the first dream, I woke up and looked at my watch. It was around 7:00 A.M. I again went off to sleep and dreamt the second dream and finally I woke up at 8:15 A.M. I exactly don’t know which of the four dream images "make up" as part the two dreams that I had dreamt. In other words the chronological events of the above mentioned dream images may be correct but which one falls in the first dream and which one falls in the second dream is a question which I can’t answer.
For the time being I am leaving these two dreams as it is and I shall come back at a later stage to study the mitigating factors behind these two dreams and analyze them to find out the hidden messages for the world and the universe. Also to keep the record straight I must admit that I have not lend any money to my sister and the “whole set” of the four dream images look very peculiar to start with.
Sanjay at Nirvana
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