Nirvana

I am the universe

To know the secrets of the universe you have to become the universe. But it is easier said and done. This thinking and attitude towards life where you see yourself in everything and simultaneously see everything in you is the “first step” towards kindling the essence of the universe inside your mind, body, heart and soul. But the “first step” is the most difficult also.

It is difficult because it is the primary process of evolution of the psyche and during this process the individual is still attached to the manifested external environment in a karmic bonding. During this phase the individual is prone to face extreme physical, emotional, mental, intellectual and spiritual turbulences. The process of breaking the karmic attachments is indeed a harrowing experience. It bites you like a string ray and kills you many times before you realize the absolute truth.

From last nine years I had undergone the rigours of passing through the “first step” of this arduous journey leading to the awakening of the universe within me. During the first six years of the “first step” things happened at an unconscious level but during the last three years things have started happening at the conscious level.

Once things started happening at the conscious level, most of the conventional structures of my life got destroyed in a violent and abrupt manner. But every destructive incident taught me a new lesson towards understanding the real meaning behind the “first step” towards becoming the universe. Every destructive step had indeed led to a void which was immediately filled by a new structure which was more in sync with the principles of the universe.

Now I am standing at the end of the “first step”. At this stage the wisdom and knowledge base has expanded and my thinking has purified to such a great extent that now I can perceive myself as the universe. From here onwards I am entering the “second step”. The “second step” is to practically live as the universe. At the threshold of the “second step” my thinking and attitude towards life has changed to a very large extent.

At this stage I see myself in everything and simultaneously see everything in me just like the “first step” but then there is a “crucial difference” between the “first step” and this stage. At this stage the “crucial difference” is in the fact that though I can strongly correlate with the happenings of the external manifested world but I can still maintain my independence from the happenings of the external manifested world.  My internal environment is now “static” and it has been systematically structured within the framework of a larger purpose of life which transcends the many vagaries of the manifested world.  

In simple words, I have become the producer, the director, the actor and the spectator of this drama called as life. I know that there exists a “third step” also and this is a stage whereby you become the “grand editor” too. To reach this stage, it would take much more time and refinement in thinking and actions.         

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I have to take the help of Tattoos and Yoga to institutionalize my Tantric Sadhana

Tattoos are permanent markings on the body and these shall make me transform completely to the being that I have decreed to become. Further Yoga and its various forms including martial arts would help me to “breathe” the essence of Adya Kali and her supreme force in every possible manner.

I have to move from knowing the structures of the universe to controlling it and finally reshaping it for the benefit of the universe. I would be achieving criticality in my research activities after 15 years and thereafter I would employ the wisdom and power that I gain through my research for knowing the inherent structures of the universe, for subtly controlling it and for reshaping it for the benefit of the universe. 

This is the only way to prevent the imminent Apocalypse in the near future.  I in the name of the Adya Kali decree all the powers and beings of the universe to make way for my progress as any hindrance or obstacle in my way will be suicidal for the existence of the universe itself. Any power or being in this universe that impedes my progress will fall into the path of self-destruction and annihilation. Forces opposing me will be condemned to fall by the collective will and consciousness of the universe. Moreover they will be devoured and destroyed by Adya Kali; the primordial mother of the universe.  

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I have to institutionalize the Tantric Sadhana in my body and soul

Whatever I am learning has to be absorbed into my system and institutionalized so that I can move forward with that as the foundation. Institutionalizing what I am learning would further help me to keep moving in the right direction avoiding any kind of stagnation.  I have already started this journey with a decree in one of my previous writings.

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The Project-9 will be initiated after 15 years from now

Time will be ripe after 15 years for initiating my work on Project-9. This can be only done once I reach a level of criticality in the area of research activities that I have initiated now.

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I will achieve all the Siddhis and Power that exists in this universe in next 15 years

During the next 15 years I shall carry on with my research and training in the various doctrines of the Tantra.  I shall also aggressively Worship the Adya Kali in the form of Mother, Adya Guru, Wife and Ishtaa Devta. This is not only applicable for next 15 years but this is applicable for infinity. No other structures or powers in this universe can change this equation now. My soul and body is totally merged with the primordial Adya Kali (in all forms) for eternity.

I write here to institutionalize that no movement of celestial bodies or stars or planets can affect my past, present or future in any way.  Further no power, being or non-being in this universe can change my course of life in this world. By this decree I make myself independent of the Chakra of life and death, Cause and its Effect and all kind of Karmic relationships that existed in my past and that exists today.  This decree will allow me to carry out all my actions without getting attached to any new Karmic bonds of any form.  

From now onwards all my thoughts and actions including my life giving breath is the absolute manifestation of the Adya Kali herself.  No other force in this universe can influence my thoughts or actions in whatsoever manner they try to do so. Their attempt to influence would come and go as reels of the motion picture and they would have no affect on me or my purpose on earth. I am no more a human but I am the absolute universe itself.

I am above the realms of dualism, the Gods, the Demons and all other powers, beings and non-beings that exist in this universe. All of them are part of me but I am independent of them. During my time on earth in the physical form I shall actively participate in the profession related to healthcare and medicine.  Further I shall contribute actively towards upliftment of the status of Women in the society. This has to be done to restore the balance of life.  

During the next 15 human years I shall achieve all the Siddhis and Power that exist in the universe to intervene and reshape the structure and nature of the universe.  Thereafter for the next 25-30 human years I shall continue with the activities related to changing the structure of the universe so that we can prevent an imminent Apocalypse and destruction of the universe.  Finally I will choose my own time and way to leave this World. This would only happen after accomplishing what I have come to do in the first place.  

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Next 15 years shall bring everything I desire and more

During the process of learning and institutionalizing the Tantric Sadhana along with the other areas of my research activities I would bring everything into reality that I would desire so. Here “I” should be understood in a larger context. I have already written about this under a different topic.    

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My Tantric Sadhana will achieve criticality by the 15th year from now

It is a slow and steady process. Learning and institutionalizing the process takes time and the application of the wisdom gained through the Tantric Sadhana takes more time.  By next 15 years I would reach a stage when the true operation of the wisdom gained through my Tantric Sadhana would come into criticality. This means after 15 years I would reach a stage where I would be able to practice the doctrine thoroughly for the benefit of the universe.

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The progress with my research activities

My research activities are progressing especially in the area of Tantra, Medicine and Support for the cause of Women. In the area of tantric practices I am currently concentrating on the study and practice of Mahanirvana Tantra. I am also focussed with the tantric veneration of the Adya Kali, Dasa Maha Vidyas and all other prominent beings of the universe.

Further I would be taking up the study of Atharva Veda in combination with all major Tantric doctrines. This would be essential for opening the door to the unimaginable powers of medicinal healing and for understanding the meaning and purpose of the life force itself. I shall be writing on these research activities in depth through my blog My Mahanirvana Mantra. 

Simultaneously the contribution to medicine and healthcare (during the period of research) would be visibly seen through my professional interaction with the Pharmaceutical-Biotech-Medical Device industry in the form of active employment.

My support to the cause of Women will also continue with more research on the various subjects related to Women through my website dedicated to them.  I am sure that the website would develop into a completely new business proposition which would be run by women and which would be dedicated to the cause of women.  

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My professional life till now in India

I had learned a lot from the professional life that I had in India till now and I have also contributed back to the society in my own way through my professional life attached to Medicine and Healthcare.

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What are my actions and what are the motives behind these actions?

My actions are based on a larger purpose and the motive behind every action is to move forward. Only moving forward will ensure sustenance of creativity and preservation that I so much desire in my life.

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