Days have passed into months and months into years. Today I have reached a stage where I am experiencing inner and outer stability. Last week my sister and her husband had visited us from Bangalore. I told my brother-in-law about my future plans. I told him about Elna also. But this incident led to an unexpected situation at our place. Two days back my Mother and I had a big argument about my plans to go to Europe. I was kind of surprised and shocked with this incident as I had never expected resistance from her side. She was the one person who had supported me all this while as regards to my plans. She also knew about Elna.
Later when I closely analyzed the situation, I understood the dynamics of this flare up. In fact there was a call from my sister to my mother just prior to the argument and that explained the whole situation.
Actually I wanted to tell my sister directly about my plans when she was here in Hyderabad. I had even invited her for a private conversation. But in the hustle and bustle of things we could not talk to each other about my plans. Later when she came to know about my talks to her husband she could not digest it and she gave a call to my mother.
Anyways that "argument" had turned into a boon of sorts. It has transformed my relationship with my mother to a new level. Now both of us have overcome the attachment of the placenta. The relationship is at the spiritual level. I respect and love her for giving birth and nurturing me till now and she loves me as a natural Mother without any expectations. The Karmic bonds have been broken but still we are connected to each other at a higher level. In fact this is the kind of relationship that I have with my Mother and Father. As far as my sister is concerned she had acted out of ignorance and half knowledge and therefore I have no ill feelings towards her at all. She is my sister and she would find my help whenever she would need it in real terms.
My work with BioVija is also progressing well. I am slowly developing professional connections across the world especially in Europe. Yesterday there was a mail from a friend who is based at Dubai. He was my classmate during my M.B.A days. He has promised to explore the possibilities of my immigration to Europe. This is something that has to happen sooner or later. The sooner it happens, the faster the stability would return to the universe. Time has come for me to meet Elna.
Sanjay at Nirvana
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