Day after tomorrow I am going to join a pharmaceutical company called as Veritaz in the post of Group Product Manager with exactly the same salary as that I was drawing two years back when I left Intas Pharma Limited. Last 15 days was spent on the work that was needed for getting selected for this assignment.
Now I am aware of the fact that I need to get into the thick of things to keep things going at the higher level. Most of my personal desires are dead and cremated in the cremation ground of my heart.
Things that I have written here and elsewhere remain the structures that have been created with the help of nature and the collective consciousness of the universe and so they will unfold into manifestation when the time comes. My yearning to go for higher studies as well as continue the research activities in the three chosen fields are part of that larger game plan which is beyond the domain of my personal desires (if still anything is left as personal desire).
The structures that I have created for the future should be made independent of my conscious thinking and control. Keeping this in mind I consign them to the world of the collective consciousness of the universe. Let the churning happen at that level and let the path be created starting from there.
My day to day activities are definitely going to be fashioned based on the forces operating within the structures that I have created for the future but consciously I want to be independent of them. It is necessary to be aware of these operating structures and the progress made within its framework but it would be imprudent to push them to happen through the conscious mind.
I have to stabilize now into a static mode based on the structures that I have created for the future. The fluxes and changes in the external environment should pass like clouds and it should not matter whether they pass from the sides or whether I have to pass through the central belly of these clouds. What matters "however" is the strengthening of the static mode and that can only happen by continuous exposure to the external environment. The concept of external environment has also evolved as I have been progressing in my research activities. Today the external environment is also the thoughts and insinuations that come into my mind as well as in my dreams. For me they are nothing but projections of the fluxes in the external environment and they don’t have any direct bearing on my static mode.
That’s for today. The update will continue as I progress forward.
Sanjay at Nirvana
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