Today early morning, I saw two dreams in succession. In the first dream, I saw myself wearing a black robe and my head was bald. The situation of the dream was such wherein I was interacting with my environment and a third person was commenting on the unfolding sequence of events in the dream.
In the first dream I was upset with Lord Shiva and with hurt emotions and feelings I marked a round circle on the ground and started hardcore penance of the fierce Goddess Kali who was standing in front of me as a black and terrifying personality. The More I did penance on Goddess Kali; the more I was getting absorbed into her scheme of things. I was becoming her beloved and at this stage the sequence of the dream changed with Lord Shiva and me facing each other. In fact in this sequence, Lord Shiva and I were becoming one. I saw his radiance and power getting transmitted into me and he uttered the following words-“Oh, You and me are becoming one. My radiance and energy is getting transmitted to you”.
Again at this juncture the sequence changed and both I (in my black robe with bald head) and Lord Shiva started running with each other. I was trying to take something from the hands of the Lord and the Lord threw it far away in an open ground. We both then ran to that thing that was tossed far away in the open ground. In this sequence, I represented the Mother (Goddess Kali) and I was competing with my Father (Lord Shiva).
In the second dream, I found myself to be representing both my Mother (Goddess Kali) and my Father (Lord Shiva). In this sequence I found to be surrounded by Girls who were helping me give birth to a child. After the labor (helped by the girls), I gave birth to a male child whom I picked up in my hands immediately and fondled with affection. To my astonishment and to the astonishment of the girls surrounding me, this infant boy started speaking divine words. When we wondered aloud as to how an infant can speak and speak such divine words, the infant boy replied back to us. He said that he is able to speak because he has the “Gurutattva” inherited from his parents that is Goddess Kali and Lord Shiva.
At this juncture I woke up and immediately my mind conveyed to me the interpretations of the two dreams. The first dream represented my early spiritual conflict wherein I decided to focus exclusively on my Mother (Goddess Kali) and in the bargain I started taking the form of my Father (Lord Shiva).
The second dream represented my spiritual development where now I could find the Mother (Goddess Kali) and Father (Lord Shiva) as part of me in a non-dualistic form. So in this situation, whatever I was giving birth to (creating) represented the ultimate truth of my supreme Guru (Gurutattva).
Two months back I had seen another dream where I was standing in front of an Old couple and as I touched the feet of the Old Wise Man, he immediately blessed me. But when I bowed to touch the feet of the Old Woman, she moved away. When, again I tried to touch her feet, again she moved back. Seeing this happen, the Old Wise Man took his walking stick and strongly pricked it on the back of the Old Woman. Because of this the Old Woman moved forward and I was able to touch both her feet. As I woke up from this dream my mind conveyed to me the correlation of this dream to a dream that I had seen many months back which I had penned down at that time. In that dream, I had tried to touch the feet of Maha Maya ( one of the two dualistic forms of the Supreme Adya Kali) but she did not allow me to do that. Thereafter I went on with my penance directed at the Adya Kali (Supreme feminine represented by the black void and the infinite potential to be) and the Supreme Brahman (the infinite and the eternal consciousness). After three to four months of this hardcore penance, I saw this dream of the “old couple” which I have mentioned above. Through this dream, I had earned the right to Know Maha Maya and suggest the required changes to her for the betterment of the universe. My mind said that I have been empowered to excel and show a new direction to the manifested universe.
Sanjay at Nirvana
i,m doing same thing since many yrs but dont want to wait for long time
Posted by: santosh joshi | 11/01/2011 at 02:02 PM